sigh!!!....
damn i eally hate this holiday!!..
like to the max....
i did nth at all sia!!!!. at all!!!...
i rather go to school and chat with ppl i dun really care about/ noe, den to seriously stay at home to ROT!!..
really sia.. i dun like to stay at home.. being with my parent... they will just nag and nag and nag.. make me den pc one.
this so totally sux....
such a loser sia!!!!..
LOSER!!!! L
=/
really damn sian!!! haha..
i so used to talk to my best fren, or perphaps complain to him!!!..lolol.
but now, i really cant even be bother tt much anymore alr.
i wonder is tt a goob thing or a bad thing.
sian!! damn emo!!!..
sigh...
i ytr dream sia... i dream bout someone would give me anything everything i wan!!..
lolol.. like i got all e money in the world like tt.
haha.. i think i will wan
1. A DAMN FREAKIN AWESOME BIG HOUSE!!!..(living with frens perphaps?)
2. A FReaKIN HUGE DOG IS like CFM!!!!..100% i will get tt..
3. MY HOUSE DECORATION!!!.. all e furniture!!!
4. den is my my clothes etc etc..

sigh... dreamin bout all e impossible..
haha today kinda did nth.
well not for today onli.. for almost everyday..
i see everyone got something to do. i got nth to do.
someone to talk to, i got no one.
im suchh a loner..=/
LOLOL!!!!..
but do u ever felt this way b4?
i sometimes wish i could jus commit sucide. die alr, fk care everything la.
lol... my fren say im fkin suffering frm depression!!!.. lolol...
depression!!!!.. WOAHH!!!!!!
FK YEAHH!!!!.....
WE SHALL MEET IN HELL!!

hey people!!.
haha!!! u noe im have been wondering..
is it true wad ppl say?
like father like son?
or is it jus because e man bought u up and so u tend to learn wad he do!.?
haha..cos seriously i dun really like my dad.cos hes like some violent shit.well use to.
den ytr e kid my mum is takin care of, eattin dinner tgt with me mum and auntie.
den he jus started to make noise when my mum say something about him.
he say he dun wan e drumstick den started cryin.
i got e urge to scold him sia.!!. jus like wad my dad will do.
but didnt..
den ltr after tt, he suddenly cry again!!.. saying he wan e drumstick!!..
LOLOL!!! tt is when i started laughin.LOlol!!!..
he so funny sia..lolol..
NO I WILL NOT BE LIKE MY DAD!!!! URGHH!!!...
LOLOL!!!..
SIAN NEED $$$$$ for my BMX~!
and ohhhh hohohohoho
tue goin WWW!!!... hope they dun screwed things up, by backing out once again.lol

HEY TO ALL THE HUmANs down there on planet earth...



haha.. well damn i lost 50bucks in 2 days in gambling...arghhhh
loloL!! damn sad.. emo
slit wrist.. and damn!!.
e peace at my hand, theres a mark there.. sian!!! jus go away alr.. stupid mark

haha got bored and i play lego with the small kid my mum is takng care of.
and buld this.. can u see wad is it??LOLOL!!!..

Nate, 18 this year
Using this to vent my feelings.
AND THIS IS WHERE ALL THE FucK UP
theories comes in.